I'm On the Right Track, Baby, I Was Born This Way

From school, again

2011-05-23T23:16:00.003-06:00

Logging on at school once again xD

The guys behind me are opening youtube and finding parody live action of animes (they have watched Captain Tsubaza and Cardcaptor Sakura). And I must say... I lov those animes and those parodies are a bit too much... it's trying to ruin my favorite past-time anime!

Well, at least it's a parody... but why must the person playing Sakura be a man?! This is a serious crime... I'm so sad...

But the most saddest thing ever is that tomorrow is the season finale for Glee season 2! I have to wait for how long until season 3 begins and I have to grief over the fact that I couldn't watch the Glee Live... I really wanted to watch the one in London! I really want to meet the Glee cast! Why?! I want to watch! Maybe I can ask my auntie to buy me a ticket... but... I don't know...
But I still want to go! I want to see Kurt, Blaine and all the warblers! And as well as all the Glee Casts! Chris! Darren! Amber! I want to meet them so much! I'm going crazy over here!
Glee live... hearing them sing live will be such experience!

The guys behind me is still watching the Captain Tsubasa parody over and over again, it's really funny though...

Glee... I'll miss you... so much and I will raid youtube to find the videos of the live! I've downloaded some yesterday and I will find more!

I've found some fanfics about Klaine, I'm going to stop reading since this Friday we're going to have our final exams... I don't think I can stop but I really have to avoid spending hours in front of the computer just to read stories... I really need to study more, but I'm so lazy and I have piano course today and tomorrow I'm going to have a Geography test... die! die!

Alright, I'm signing off to check other websites! Later y'all!

Glee Glee Glee Glee, I'm going to find every Kurt song... oh, I think I have them all already...

Today+Birthday Party

2011-05-20T09:21:00.002-06:00

Today is my friend, Joel's 17th birthday! Birthday boy wohoo~!

Today starts off as usual, brother will drive me to school and I will get off with my bag and laptop for today. I saw Maruli and Hans standing in front of the classroom door with a box on the floor, wrapped in wrapping paper, it's cute. I was wondering if it's Joel's birthday present... and it is! When Joel opened it, he was a bit suspicious and poked it with the scissor when something blue came out. And tada~ it's a big cute doll! It's as big as brother's ASIMO, and it's cute! The doll was passed around class for the whole day, from girls to girls and then we're all fighting over it with the boys too!

It was big, and Ma'am Edita kinda makes fun of it when she was looking out for our class in the exams. And she even said it looked similar to me and then she'd say it also looked similar to birthday boy... I vote for the latter! I do not have such small eyes! His eyes are smaller!

School went on like usual on Friday, but today we have few empty classes and well, I played... near the end, there was news that the eleventh grade is having a checking for phones and well, everyone panicked... and I kept on playing while trying not to be annoyed at those who are looking and cheering for me (I need my personal space! Can't anyone see that?!)

Went home, no extracurricular class, waiting for big bro to get me then wait for him to take pictures of the English Club (I didn't know Yesaya is in it, as well as Wicak and Widya...) and then we went home with a friend of big bro's (an eleventh grader) tagging along. They were talking about cars in front and I was a bit proud for at least understanding what they're talking about...

Got home, took a bath and then Japanese course. As usual we have translation in the end and I think my mouth with start giving out bubbles for talking... I kind of starting confessing things to my Japanese teacher (like usual) and we talked, share some things, get back studying then talk again then back studying. After that, I kind of hurriedly change clothes and since my brother is going to watch a movie at MOI on 7PM, he drove me to the mall (Mall Kelapa Gading for me) while getting angry a bit about the traffic light (the damn thing...)

Oh, I haven't written about why I went to the mall, Joel invited me and some friends to eat with him. I asked permission from mom and dad the night before. I kind of tell them if I'm allowed to go to Joel's birthday party and daddy said 'Do YOU want to go?' I said yes and then he replied 'Then go!' and my mom added 'Better than staying home all day in front of the laptop' (... better than walking without directions and doing nothing... it's more productive for me). I kept telling my friends that and they all laughed at me xD

Oh well, it was fun at least, I took photos and a couple of videos and we all had fun (the birthday boy was LATE! He told us he'd be there at 6 and he got there past 7!) I ate, got full and sing happy birthday and I kind of started worrying if we're attracting attention since we were kind of loud... (there was Ane, Poen, Adel, Inggri, Ken, Hans, Cyn, Adi, Maruli, CS, Feli and 4 eleventh graders and one of them brought his girlfriend) We had a blast and started going separate ways, I was still walking with the boys before getting distracted by a music store and said goodbyes to the boys. I bought THE MUSIC GLEE PRESENTS THE WARBLERS! Yes I know I downloaded it, but I'm kind of proud for buying the CD... sue me, I love them, the Warblers, Blaine, Kurt (especially him).

And then I walked aimlessly in the mall, feeling a bit small since I was alone and decided to get Ice Cream at Cold Stone's Creamery... walking yet again, asking big bro if he's finished yet or not (he told me he was just finished and asked me why, I was just wondering if he'll be able to drive me back home if he's ready to go back home) and kept on walking and walking until I decided
to call home and ask if anyone's home (daddy was home and I asked him to pick me up)... I chatted for a while with Poen and Adel since I met them at the MKG2 lobby... they went home and I kept waiting while trying to hold back the itchy feeling on my ankles

Daddy came and picked me up and we drove back home, I'm still eating my ice cream while trying not to get nauseous in the car... got home, finished my ice cream and throw it away, changed into pajamas and here I am typing this (I'm a bit worried about the Smurfs in my Iphone) and is listening to the CD I just bought in my laptop (I imported it and deleted the downloaded ones) I just love Blaine and Kurt... my guilty pleasure is now reading stories about them and reading the Warblers' tweeting as well as the Glee casts' tweets... (Telly, Riker, Curt, Dominic and the guys are just the cutest! I wished and wished and wished that I could meet them one day... feel happy seeing them)

Anyways, I better end this since I kind of typed far too long and I needed to check on my phone, later!

Silly Post

2011-05-17T23:20:00.002-06:00

I am actually posting this from the computer lab, it's interesting how the internet works and the teacher actually let us use it

And everyone if kind of peeking at this right now... I'm still in class after all... I'm contemplating whether I should feel embarrassed or angry or getting ready to die...

School school...

Byebee~!

Still Very Much In Love With Glee

2011-05-05T04:41:00.004-06:00

Just like the title said, I'm still very much in love with Glee <3 ESPECIALLY a boy named CHRIS COLFER aka the boy who plays the fashionable KURT HUMMEL

You must know that even though I'm not that into fashion (believe me, I like to look presentable but I don't really like picking my clothes since I'd rather stay with my shorts and shirts, boy much? Not really), I still think he looks AMAZING and wonders how did they manage to give so many clothes to him in an episode xD

My favorite Glee scene is when KURT AND BLAINE KISSED, they freaking kissed each other! TWICE! (I can't watch it without screaming myself silly) and my friends started telling me how silly I am talking about those two, I can't help myself to fell in love with both of them. DARREN CRISS aka the dapper and silly BLAINE ANDERSON is the most hilarious man I've ever seen (aside from the adorable and witty Chris Colfer) who is not afraid to speak in front of a camera, he's hilarious, always joking around that made me think if he's really a man who was born on the year 1986... he's like a little boy living a happy life in his own paradise, it's silly seeing him talk on camera

I wonder how tall they are, it'll be funny if I'm shorter than Darren since everyone said that Darren is short and stuff... I really wanted to be tall... and I really wanted to see Chris! Chris is certainly someone to admire about, how he was bullied in the past and how successful he is now... and his VOICE! Oh my gosh HIS VOICE! HIS SINGING VOICE is a MUST LISTEN! I just love him, his solo songs and how he could blend nicely with Darren's voice when they sing together vice versa.

I really wanted to see GLEE LIVE IN LONDON, but I don't think I can't, but I kept on hoping though... and I wanted that GLEE! LIVE 3D! I want it I want it I want it! I really wanted to see the GLEE casts... T^T

If Chris is my favorite male cast of Glee, then AMBER is my favorite female cast! Her voice is also unbeatable! Go Amber!

I never really posted long things and now I'm ranting because of Glee <3

My other favorite episode, 'Born This Way' season 2 episode 18, I really love Glee's version of Born This Way and I just can't get enough of Kurt, and how he and Blaine sat together closely in the beginning and how Blaine sing to Kurt when the latter moved back to McKinley! They're so in love and will last forever! Klaine is the best relationship of all Glee members since they all kept on messing around bla bla bla, but Klaine is forever! Forever in love and forever adorable <3<3

The next episode, episode 20 will be about the Prom and Blaine will come as Kurt's date, how lovely! Can't wait to see Klaine interaction in that episode, and even though I think well of kilts, but seeing the promo of how Kurt twirls around in that kilt makes me anticipate the episode and hoping for Wednesday to come (I know it's actually on Tuesday night, but Tuesday night in US means 6AM the next morning here in Indonesia and I can download it the next day after school, so it's Wednesday for me)... and next Tuesday in Star World they'll be airing the 'Original Song' so I'll try to see the Klaine Kiss!! I hope I can't watch it! Klaine Kissing on TV, since I've been watching from my laptop it's nice to watch it on the big TV screen, it'll be so lovely xD I hope I can handle my screams...

I've only started watching Glee from season 2 since I was first interested when they say Charice will be in it, and when I heard the songs I fell in love with the music and started to try watching it before I fell in love with Kurt and have been watching ever since (Kurt, you really don't know how precious you are <3). Chris Colfer is definitely a lovely lovely boy (... he can still be called a boy right? He's 21...)

Chris hasn't been tweeting recently... but I'm sure he's just fine, enjoying his days like always... now I really wanted to meet him, oh I wish someday I could meet the people I admire...

Chris, Darren, Amber, love you guys <3 Glee rocks! (now since I don't know anything else to write, I'm going to end this post)

Gleek!

2011-05-01T01:03:00.003-06:00

I'm starting to become a Gleek, I was never a fan of Glee, but ever since I heard the songs in Season two and the first fact that Charice was in I became interested...

Then I heard more songs from Season 2 and saw Kurt and I fell in love <3

And I think Glee is the only Drama I'm so excited about xD I never really like drama, but I guess Glee is an exception, definitely, especially the development of Klaine (I just love them)

Kurt Hummel=Chris Colfer is love, I look up to him now, he might be gay, but he's very brave <3
Blaine Anderson=Darren Criss, never seen a person, much less a man that giddy... 0_0 he's a bundle of energy, I'll give you that

I've downloaded some episodes for my convenience and I'll be downloading the newest next Wednesday <3 I'll only download episodes which has Kurt and Blaine in it... but some are interesting, it's like seeing High School in their point of view and I learn things that I don't know before

Like: I guess overseas high school are more prone to bullying than here in my country, and I can relate to some of the Glee club members since I could sometimes felt left out... but I just love their voices, their music pulled me into the story and BOOM! I'm becoming a Gleek xD

Yo! Been a while!

2011-03-18T06:12:00.001-06:00

Been a while since I last wrote on bloggers, seriously, I don't know what to write here and I'm too lazy! Should I shut this down? Hmm...

so long

2010-11-20T01:33:00.002-07:00

It's been such a long time since I've last written on blogger... i just don't have the mind to do it... =w=

i've been feeling worried for the upcoming final semester tests... it'll be a hard road from next week...

Still, i'm walking on with my music, prince of tennis&pokemon could always bring peace to my mind ^^ love you <3

ciao xD

Boring

2010-05-12T03:40:00.000-06:00

It's been like what? Forever since I last updated this thing...

It's getting boring updating things like this, but I'll keep it...

Now I'm a fan of DBSK, I still like Super Junior

But I'm finding DBSK's songs a bit more relaxing since they can sing acapella and ballad as well as dance songs, they have wider varieties of songs, so I like listening to those songs ^^

Today Super Junior's BONAMANA was released, it was fun listening to it while trying to hold my laughter since the beat is like Bollywood stuff... that's why I kept smiling while hearing it, but overall, it's cool

I'm into writing again, but somehow if I wrote for too long I won't have anything else to write, so I dunno anymoar xD nyahahaha~~

DBSK HWAITING SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING OPPA HWAITING! EVERYONE HWAITING!

2010-04-12T07:38:00.001-06:00

Bocan bocan bocan bocan bocan...

Hari ini ampe Rabu ga ada praktek trus hari Kamis Apres ama Inggris... trus minggu depan US...

bocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocanbocan

Last day of mid-term test tomorrow and another week of exams we go!

2010-03-11T04:13:00.002-07:00

Tomorrow is our last day of mid-term test, but we have another week of exams in anticipation of our National Examination...

I hope it's going to be easy... it's getting boring and annoying these days...

I read an article... which stated that at Taiwan... fans once shouted 'Give HanGeng back and Pull ZhouMi DOWN!' I was so glad Siwon oppa shushed them... I can imagine him being mad...

I can't believe this, are they ELF? If they are... it's a disgrace to the other ELF...

Zhoumi and Henry are now a part of the Super Junior FAMILY... even if they're not in the main team, they're still family... family always support one another, and ZhouMi... since SJ-M temporary disband, has been hanging off a string...

Out of all of this, Leeteuk oppa must be the one in so much pressure... his status as the leader burdened him so much... I wish for all of ELF to kept supporting oppa...

If this keeps up, Leeteuk oppa's health could go down once again and I don't want that...

Still, we should approve of Henry and ZhouMi gege... since both of them are people who bring music to other people to make them happy... Even if they're not the same in popularity, their job is the same... bring music and happiness for other people... when people responded to their music, it is when they are at their happiest...

Pray for HanGeng gege and Kangin oppa for them to get back soon with SuperJunior and we can see them 13 and 15 once more...

13+2=1 Super Junior Family

Super Junior Family + ELF= 1

Support our oppa! Hwaiting Suju oppa!

Bored...

2010-02-24T01:20:00.003-07:00

Everything's been boring these days...

Every Monday to Thursday we have Try Outs... math, indonesian, english and science...

I just got sick last night, slight fever with runny nose and cough... *sigh*

To relieve stress, I've been downloading and listening to songs with lively beats...

I felt much better.

I've been reading about Suju's fantastic super show and taiwan and I envy them...

Oppa... I wanna meet you... I wish I could see you...

I wanna buy the DVD! But why didn't they sell it here?! aaaa!

Try Out DKI

2010-01-29T01:41:00.002-07:00

Hm~~

I got good grades for TO averagely xD
We still haven't known our math though...

but I got 96 on English, 88 on Bahasa and 82 on science and I'm happy~~!!!!

Wohoo~~~ Yay! Woot! Aaaaa xDDDDD

Note: to those who's involved in the few last blogs I've posted, I apologize... you know how emotional I am and I need something to let out on, so... forgive me?

Aahh, the happiness xD

2010-01-26T03:57:00.002-07:00

AGAIN WITH THE 'KNOW IT ALL' VOICE! AAAAAA! WOULD THEY JUST STOP IT?!

and I HATE HATE HATE arguments! especially if my friends are involved... but I couldn't just say anything... it'll be like they think I'm meddling or something... aish...

And I cried as well... aaaa... what a life... wish i could speak out loud... or perhaps scream...

Today's note:
A pretty face doesn't always show their heart is pretty
A popular person isn't always good...
I want to say 'slut' so many times but couldn't
I wanna say something but I couldn't...
I wanna let out my feelings but it'll be bad to worry everyone

I NEED A PEACEFUL LIFE! MY LIFE IS ALREADY HECTIC AND THIS ADDS UP TO IT AND MAKES IT WORSE THAN EVER!?!?!

Okay...
Little Miss Goody-two-shoes
Little Miss Slutty
Little Miss Blabbermouth
Little Miss Brokenmouth
Little Miss Stupid
Little Miss Headache
Little Miss Too Girly
Little Miss Black-Hole

whew, that's all I want to let out for today
Just ignore the above names, it's just the things I wanna write to made my heart much better, but I think I just put oil on the fire xD

... Over reacting is not good

2010-01-22T02:16:00.002-07:00

Well... it's not that I don't like these girls... the only thing I don't like about them is how they could just freely said anything in their mind without even thinking about it... to their friends are alright, but to the teachers? It's like hearing the most annoying sound on the Earth.

They are like 'No ma'am~ I didn't do that~' 'No ma'am~ I was studying~' 'No ma'am~ I was listening to you all the time~' 'No ma'am~ we weren't talking with each other~' 'No ma'am~ we're only studying for the test~'

No ma'am this, no ma'am that... SHUT UP! Would you just stop and listen to the teacher so we won't waste time?! There are OTHER people in class!

And well, they sometimes like to say some bad things to other in ways like root for the person when his/her name was called... do you know how embarrassing it is?! Try experiencing that yourself! You wouldn't feel bad maybe because you think you're famous! That's just bull! ARGH!

I need to buy some earplugs because school is starting to annoy me in thousand ways of HELL! I need something to lash on and I could only think of this! Thank God I'm much better writing than speaking! AAAAAAAAAA

And my teacher is starting to make my head hurts so much! And the problems we have to solved in the English lessons is getting more and more weird! I don't understand it at all!!!!!!

I just wished I could just let go of this feeling and feel free and good! But no! I have to be a tempered person and lash out at everything on my own!? No one cares about me and that's it! NO ONE CARES! NONE AT ALL!

I HATE MYSELF AND I HATE EVERYTHING I HAVE TO EXPERIENCE! I know I have to experience things but why does it have to involve me having a headache?! I want to study and learn more! I want to study peacefully so I could understand more and more things that are happening! But I DON'T WANT THIS! I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME! I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO THOSE THINGS IN SCHOOL AND I HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE WOULD SAY I'M A GOOD GIRL OR MY MIND IS TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND OR IT'S NOT MY THING AT ALL!

CAN YOU JUST LET ME DO WHATEVER I WANT AND NOT STARE AT ME?! I NEED TO BE CRAZY ONCE IN A WHILE AT SCHOOL! NOT JUST AT HOME! I WANT TO BE THE SAME PERSON AT HOME AS WELL AS IN SCHOOL! NOW LEMME JUST BREATH THIS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE STUPID SQUEAKY NOISES AND GIRLY AND FEMININE NOISES! I LIKE PINK AND THAT'S THAT! DON'T QUESTION ME ABOUT WHAT I LIKE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I CAN STAND NOISES THAT I'M USED TO HEAR BUT NOT SQUEAKY PLEADING FAKE ONES! I ONLY NEED TRUTH! AND I HAVE TO BROOD ON THIS ON MY OWN! WHAT AM I?! A SUPERHUMAN?! I MIGHT WANT TO BECOME ONE BUT THAT'S NOT WHO I AM!

... Extra Lessons sucks!

2010-01-21T03:02:00.001-07:00

Aish... I'm so tired... I don't have anymore time to rest... *sigh* So much for sleeping in on Saturday...

I hope it's going to end soon... I felt so anxious and sick of this...

Nothing Different Happen

2010-01-16T02:26:00.004-07:00

My mom just got back from Hong Kong for business trip since last Saturday... nothing different happen and mom went out again, so now it's just me and my dad since my big bro is still at school managing stuff...

Maybe it's because we spend lesser time together? All we do on holidays are going together with the sames friends... it's not that I don't like it... it's just... you know, getting boring...

I see one of their faces everyday at school since we're classmates... so I'm bored

I need to go where I wanna go... not somewhere the adults always agreed on...

Sometimes it's fun and sometimes it sucks....

Perhaps most of them time only the adults have fun while the children sometimes got blisters...

I've been wanting to go at least to Japan or Korea... I want to go sightseeing...

Going to China every time made me a little bit bored of it... need at least skip few years until we go there again, and until we visit there, I will come to HanGeng gege's dumpling shop and taste the dumpling!

Rong Rong~ You're so cute!!

2010-01-15T07:26:00.004-07:00

Few tips when you're having trouble over something:
@Think about it carefully, whether you can find a way out of it or not
@Try to relax
@Do not panic
@Do not stress out
@If you should ignore it, just ignore it
@Be brave and stood for you own rights
@At first try to ask for advice
@Get a good rest so you wouldn't brood on it for too long
@Watch out for your health also

I had a problem... but I shouldn't write it since I was afraid it would be read by someone I know
So I just say:
'If you want to be a good friend, then be one'
'Watch your mouth'
'Watch your attitude'
'Be a good listener, whether you like it or not'
'Again, WATCH YOUR MOUTH'
'Do not mess with someone you shouldn't mess with'
'Try not to gain attention when you don't need it'
'Don't deceive people'
'Do NOT say/spread rumors that are not true'

That's all I have to say, I hope this is enough to let out all my feelings...

*sigh* I need some rest... and I never want to wake up...

Teukkie so weird xD

2010-01-15T01:03:00.007-07:00

Teukkie oppa, you always forgot that you're 27 (28 Korean year) this year... but it's okay, you're still cute!

But somehow it's really hilarious if you like pictures like these, you Suju boys always made me laugh and fall in love everyday, what will I do without you guys xD

My respect for Hyukkie went higher since he likes to take care of Teukkie, but I still hate his habit of not washing himself well... you're a clean person who likes to arrange stuff in order... so please pay attention to yourself more! Your socks are still so smelly...

Shindong oppa... yours is the most hilarious of them all! Ahahahaha~!!!

I still love Teuk oppa more! Super Junior, hwaiting!

Quote for the day:
*Do not act and have assumptions before you know it's true or not*
*Being forgotten and left hurt more than being mistreated*

Hopes:
@For Kangin-oppa to realize his wrong doings and stop drinking!
@For HanGeng gege to get better and go back to Suju again!
@For Super Junior to visit Indoesia so I could see them!

Love you oppa~!

Try Out aka TO aka Nightmare!

2010-01-14T04:24:00.003-07:00

Aish... Try Out in 2 more weeks after finally finishing four days of it this week...

Hmm... should I study now? But they say the questions are not that different from before, so maybe I'll study later XD

Right now is downloading Strong Heart, a korea talk battle show and listening to SHINee noona nomu yeppo xD Noona, you're so pretty~

Suju is coming to Malaysia!!

2010-01-14T03:29:00.000-07:00

I wanna see them so much....

I envy you Malaysian people... you guys got to see Suju and this might be the second time or more...

But here in Indonesia we never see them and got only few Korean songs... I hate you music department............

Uwaaa!! Sushow 2 in Malaysia!!!!!

And I'm so happy to hear that Kangin-oppa is coming back! And I hope HanGeng gege is okay too and it'll be happy ending for Suju!

Oppa! Hwaiting!

Blogger Amatir

2010-01-14T03:06:00.001-07:00

First time blogging and just finished registering, I hope my blog will be interesting!

Yah, semoga aku bisa menjadi blogger yg baik xD Tolong dukung aku ya!